lunes, 31 de mayo de 2010

UTAU chorus White Letter

Ohh im so glad they used Stella here! thank you! :D

domingo, 30 de mayo de 2010

Dance site of darkness

Well, I guess I'm on a roll. Gotta love the pairing, gotta love the song

miércoles, 26 de mayo de 2010

Rolling girl

And so, I made Stella sing a song about giving up and failing, but in the end there is someone that will be always there to help you and stop failing. Hope you understand my feelings

Recapaciting my ideas (another way of saying I'm sorry)

Well...after thinking so much and talking with a lot of people about the decision I took about a couple of days ago, I think once again I made an stupid decision. I'm failing more than I ever failed nowadays.
Honestly I feel like a hypocrite right now for causing so much drama, but 99,99% of the times I get myself influenced by my own feelings instead of reasoning and thinking with my own head and this one was one of these times.
Sure, I'm really tired and disgusted about getting insults, flames, trolls and bad comments almost everytime I post a new video, I'm really emotional and sensitive and instead of caring about the good stuff I always care more about the bad stuff and that's not good. As I said, always my feelings get in the way when I make decisions and I'm very defeatist, I always think there is not turning back when I do something but as my good friend Yue said "there is a solution for everything, and the only inevitable thing is to die" and he is right. So here I am pledging for your forgiveness one more time.
I really love UTAU and all my supporters and fans, and just giving up or retiring makes me a very selfish person that doesn't think on others. I want to change that. I want to show that I care about everybody who support me. So no, I'm not gonna give up anymore. I just one to learn from my mistakes for once and for all and become a better person.
These days I'm not feeling very well, I have to deal with a lot of stuff both in internet and in real life, sometimes I feel better and sometimes I don't. I'm really sorry for taking decisions so quickly...but I hope you understand that after all I was very hurted in all this process (I even get to the point of becoming ill for thinking too much about it), and for now I won't be uploading anymore videos to Nico Nico Douga, if someone wants to reprint them I'll be more than happy, but from my part I won't because it seems oversea UTAU creators are not really welcome there by some part of the japanese community (some do, some don't, can't really argue about that, for tastes there are the colours). And my reason is really obvious, I don't want to upload there because of the comments received (especially that one on the release of Spark)...and from now on I'll take the right to delete those comments that I might find offensive or untasteful. I'm fed up of dealing with trolls, flammers and people that doesn't want to open their mind and just because they dislike something they have to hurt others instead of keeping their opinion to themselves. So from now I'll continue making covers and all malicious comments will be blocked. Same applies to users that really makes me mad. I'm sorry but I'm just fed up. That's the way I feel, in no way I'm trying to get attention, I get enough attention for it is, is just my feelings fluctuate too much, and from now I won't give up.

And I think that's all. I hope everybody can understand my point of view and I pray for your forgiveness one more. Thank you.

martes, 25 de mayo de 2010

I hope i'm making the right decision this time (retiring from UTAU)

Well, I hope I'm not making any mistake now, and took me some time to think on it, but I'm getting tired of working on UTAU and I don't find it fun anymore.
There is a lot of rivalry between users, the community is not really pleasant to my eyes and there is a lot of people who is really jealous of one or another, and sometimes people doesn't give chances to newcomers or they just plain critizice the work of others and doesn't think about the feelings of the creators anymore and they just come saying bad things about the voicebanks even though we work a lot on them.
Me, since I started using UTAU, I had (and still have) to deal with bad criticisisms and insults every and other day, and personally I'm tired of it.
I don't make my voicebanks or my art to get insulted, I just do it for fun, and I seriously I'm tired of it. It really hurts me that I put a lot of effort on making this things to get comments such as "disgusting voice", "the voice doesn't match the appearance", and so on. People is really narrow minded and they won't open to stuff like this (at least for me), so I came to a point where I can't hold it anymore. UTAU is making me suffer, and I don't want to suffer anymore.

I'm not going to delete my voicebanks or videos, they'll remain here, because I know some people still like them and I appreciate it, so they're free for use. But in my case I'm not gonna use them anymore because I'm really really upset with this and my personal condition is not very good to be dealing with this stuff.

So that's it, I'm sure nobody is going to read this but I had the feeling I had to make it clear. Be all well and thanks for everything.

lunes, 24 de mayo de 2010

Monochro ∞ Blue Sky + RipSync model

I want to promote Spark a little bit more, so I made a small RipSync model for him ^^ I plan on doing one for Stella sooner or later. I made him sing a song I love

You can download the model here: link

sábado, 22 de mayo de 2010

Spark Enjel released!

Yaaay! new UTAU voiced by me! I said I wasn't gonna make another voicebank...but I couldn't resist! I wanted a shota boy (or something like that) so here it is!
His name is Spark Enjel, he is an angel :3

Hope you like!

Voicebank download:

martes, 11 de mayo de 2010


I love this song ^^ ah i forgot to upload it here ;A;

lunes, 10 de mayo de 2010

Last Night, Good Night (Nico chorus)

Finally the day has come and someone from Nico used Stella on a chorus *_* I'm so happy!! thanks to KUMORY-san for made this possible!!

jueves, 6 de mayo de 2010

Bad Apple feat Iiki Koe

Presenting a new UTAUloid by my friend Ren ^^

domingo, 2 de mayo de 2010

Final Reason

Venting song :/

Wish on a Star (original song)

First original song by Stella with animated PV and everything! Many thanks to Yesi for making it possible! im so happy

sábado, 1 de mayo de 2010

Satellite duet

Im glad Yoku's owner decided to make her sing again with her character again ^^ they sound good together :D